Keep practicing. What more can I say? All that you are doing here is designed to develop what we term Compassionate Understanding. And what does Compassionate Understanding mean? The first two factors of the Noble Eightfold Path - Right View or Right Understanding, and Right Intention or Right Thought. Everything we are doing, the entire practice that Rosemary and I teach is to push towards wisdom development, to push towards opening the heart, which is our intention, which then motivates us to keep practicing to get to wisdom. Like Compassion and Wisdom working together, Compassion is a motivation to push us and then Wisdom is the result that we get from our work.